Missing-Mommy-Syndrome

It’s April, when the festival-atmosphere (similar to Christmas spirit) is normally in the air. New Year is the best time of the year. Its holiday-time, family-time, shopping-time with great food and gifts galore!. This is back at home, of course. Stuck here in this land far from home, what I’m feeling now is far from the "April feeling":-(

I miss my mom:-(

I miss the chit-chats we have while she cooks, while we drive around, while we do some gardening, while grooming the doggies, while she does some sewing, while we are lying down on adjacent beds at the saloon getting facials or getting our hair done. I miss being fed (yeah yeah! call me an overgrown baby! i won't deny that!). I miss having someone yell at me to clean my room. I miss having curfews. I miss the 'study-treats' I used to get during exam time; the delicious chocolate cakes, sinfully good puddings etc. I miss waking up to the fresh fruit juices she used to make (something I’ve replaced with coffee here). I miss being exempted from all household chores during exam-time. I miss her cooking, more than anything else. I’d give anything for a home-cooked meal! *sigh* I just miss her. I just miss having her around. I miss feeling like a kid which I always do when she is around.

I feel like I’m loosing the mother-daughter connection I had with her. I feel like I'm not mommy's little girl anymore *sigh* I hope everything will be normal when I go back home. Hope the next three months will fly by. I want to be mommy's little girl again!

Its just a transient feeling of nostalgia. Nothing for anyone to worry about!:-)

I just miss my mom. She is and she always will be the love of my life!